for some reason i think my furbaby is mirroring my mood and i've been quite upset for a few weeks now.

i started feeling more conscious how i was feeling this weekend and i was trying to pinpoint why. i want to say that maybe my period is coming, but i'm irregular as fuck so that's another uncertainty down the drain.

it's just that the whole day, i tried to feel act better, not for the world, but for haze to start eating better. so far, so good.

for someone whose anxiety is spiking up and down these days, the combos of these aren't really helping. but i guess, in his own way, he is helping me feel better.

fake it till you make it i guess?